sleep ugh

Remember when I would complain about not sleeping and then when I finally did, I couldn't and I mean couldn't, wake up? Well now I can sleep, but I just can't get enough. I am always so tired and so lazy and so out of energy. I can't even scrapbook as I just don't have the motivation. I have a doctor's appointment on the 12th and I am really looking forward to it. I am going to ask him for some help, some medicine, maybe even a referral to a shrink. I have to get over this, it is sucking me in again and I just can't let this happen. My son is to perfect, to smart, to amazing, to wonderful, just to much for me to get bad again.